shattered heart

Lol..
if i were to ask you a question,
promise you won't laugh?

want to know how many times my heart broke into millions of pieces?
Countless really.
it's like almost everyday there is something that pierce right to my heart.
sakit-nyer!! :'(

But don't worry.
i'm stronger than you think.
know why?
i have Jesus! He is enough. His presence can calm even the "tsunami" in me.
His calm soothing words and warm embrace just keeps me at peace.

it has come to my knowing now the real REALITY of this world.
CRUEL. selfish. Evil. Full of deceit, slander, backstabbing, Gossip and you can name forever.
It really grieves my heart.

But hey, from the bottom of my heart, i choose to forgive that someone (i don't even know who..) who had "taken" my things. Lord, it hurts. But, help me Lord. Help me. (sobs..) i miss my highlighters and coloured pens.... *my assets* ..

breathe in. breathe out.

into your hands i commit my everything. lesson to learn - i will never take lightly the things around me.

i still love you my friend even if you hurt my heart. i will.
** be well aware it's non-kensetts matter. :)

in His love,
-joyce-