Gentle Steps...

i feel the breeze blowing through my hair. I was deep in thought. My heart leaps at the thought of that special someone. I smiled. LOL.

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It's 2009!!! Youth Camp just passed. It was a BLAST!! Had a wonderful time with God and all the friends there. Met new friends too!! Interesting thing is that they are youths from my church!! WHOA! I must be blind.. or ignorant!! LOL.. now i know.. gotta make an effort to get to know the youths in Youth Force!! Man, youthforce is BIG! woo-hoo!!

Thinking bout 2009 really gives me mix feelings - happy, uncertain, excited, a little afraid.

Happy because - oh yea! Much more things to explore this year!! An adventurous girl like me can't resist adventure!!

Uncertain because - STPM AHHHHHHHHHH!!!! *shakes you up!!* you know what it means ?? the WORLD'S 2ND HARDEST paper !! .. cool huh ?! hohohoho.. and i'm taking it.. WOW!

Excited because - who knows who i will meet this year? hohoho!! and what God is gonna reveal to me ?! and what God wants me to do?! and what i'm gonna acheive ?!! WHOA!!

A little afraid because - i haven't take the first step yet.... like a saying goes if you never take the first step you will forever wonder and fear what lies ahead... so ... (cong ah !! sat sat sat !! LOL .. ngo deng ah ngo deng ah!! ) - learn from a game in youth camp .. LOL ..

Whatever it is. I'm gonna place my trust on God - the author and finisher of my faith. That God will be my refuge and strength each day i live. That i shall charge each day with God's love, joy and peace. Knowing that through it all, God will bring me through. To the highest mountain or the deepest valley. Happy or sad, strong or weak. His mercies are new every morning! and i shall cling onto His promises everyday i live!! :) God will never put us into situations that are far too heavy for us to handle ;)

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I blinked as i realized where was i. My heart wonders could that special someone be the one. I turned to head back to where i was supposed to be. I said a silent prayer. Knowing that God will open doors if it is His will to bring our paths together. I smiled and jogged my way back.

LOL! urgh.. school reopen soon la!! I love school. I love school. I love school. *Drill it in joyce!!*

lov ya lots,
-joyce-