a blessing in disguise

standing back up, i know i'm not alone.
You were always there for me. How come i couldn't see?
but when u began to open that veil that's been shielding me..
How grateful i am to know that all along you were holding me,
guiding me, leading me, through the mountains and valleys of life..
Truly i am very sorry for loosing my focus on You..
i know i've been distracted so so much.. by the world around me..
i am sorry that i thought i could do it with my own strength..
I hear You knocking at the door of my heart..
i heard you.. i hear your call .. and now.. i'm gonna loose no time..
i'm running back to you .. back into your loving arms ..
consume that fire in me again to burn for you even more and more each day
oh Lord.. i love you .. my heart thirst for you..
i'm so grateful for all the problems in my life cuz it has brought me closer to you..
a blessing in disguise..??
by faith, i know you will help me through :)

loving you forever..
-joyce-